| Location | Hampshire |
| Age | 5 years |
| Date of Birth | 01/11/2001 |
| Date of Death | 19/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,369 since 28/11/2009 |
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This is very close to my hart.
I have only just managed to get a photo of Toffy on to the computer for the first time we did get the camra 3 months before she passed but it wasnt fair to take any photos of her then when she dident look her best,
I always wanted a cat not a dog a cat my sister the other way around!!! and so when Toffy found us as a stray i was so pleased after some inital hesitation as when she was found she lived a few doors away and she darted through a window as they threw a bottle at her! she joined our family she used to wait at the door and call politley to go out. she was loving hugs and lap time where her faviourt, My old friend looked after Toffy at first but they could never have her in the house so when she found us Click!.
She got pregnant and we where so thrilled she was such a fantastic girl who made our lives so complete little did we know... unfortantly Toffy miscarried and just before christmas 2003 she had her whomb taken out due to illness a risky op with a 50% survivel and death rate so limbo for us.
She came through and that christmas has to be one of the best ever sadly Toffy got HIV and aids and if another cat caught a cold and she got it she would die but she never minded being a house girl and spent her years with us at home and going out to nap and do her bussiness.
She was always there for me and there really was an air about her that was human she semed to look at us and her eyes would say what she wanted.
Sadly Toffy had to have an operation to take all her teeth out little did we realise that her body was shutting down that was why she started going to the toilet everywhere her brain was going then mum was called and Toffy was going even before they got to pull one tooth out.
The last time i saw my babe i was going in to school she was in the back of the car purring as ushal such a lovely last memory and i am so pleased mum was there for you if i had been told i would have rushed to your side.
Even with your problems you dident get on with Simba at first but before you went you where suddenly nice to him now i know you where passing him the torch of main animal in the house.
I will always miss and love you Toffy how couldent i you fought so hard and now you should defintly be intitled to happiness with your babes forever.
I love you and still miss you.
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Love is an eternal light.
Infinite.
The thread that binds every beautiful memory
and amazing moment...áĻ♥áĻ
~ Toni Carmine Salerno
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All finite things reveal infinitude:
The mountain with its singular bright shade
Like the blue shine on freshly frozen snow,
The after-light upon ice-burdened pines;
Odor of basswood upon a mountain slope,
A scene beloved of bees;
Silence of water above a sunken tree:
The pure serene of memory of one man,--
A ripple widening from a single stone
Winding around the waters of the world…áĻ♥áĻ
~ Theodore Roethke
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â Gone to the Unseen â
At last you have departed and gone to the Unseen.
What marvelous route did you take from this world?
Beating your wings and feathers,
you broke free from this cage.
Rising up to the sky
you attained the world of the soul.
You were a prized falcon trapped by an Old Woman.
Then you heard the drummer's call
and flew beyond space and time.
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As a lovesick nightingale, you flew among the owls.
Then came the scent of the rosegarden
and you flew off to meet the Rose.
The wine of this fleeting world
caused your head to ache.
Finally you joined the tavern of Eternity.
Like an arrow, you sped from the bow
and went straight for the bull's eye of bliss.
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This phantom world gave you false signs
But you turned from the illusion
and journeyed to the land of truth.
You are now the Sun -
what need have you for a crown?
You have vanished from this world -
what need have you to tie your robe?
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I've heard that you can barely see your soul.
But why look at all? -
yours is now the Soul of Souls!
O heart, what a wonderful bird you are.
Seeking divine heights,
Flapping your wings,
you smashed the pointed spears of your enemy.
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The flowers flee from Autumn, but not you -
You are the fearless rose
that grows amidst the freezing wind.
Pouring down like the rain of heaven
you fell upon the rooftop of this world.
Then you ran in every direction
and escaped through the drain spout…
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Now the words are over
and the pain they bring is gone.
Now you have gone to rest
in the arms of the Beloved.
~ Rumi
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âģ A Winter's Epiphany âģ
Timeless thoughts of a winter’s stare;
eyes gazing over a landscape bare.
Memories drift on a blustery breeze;
dying light ushers in the freeze.
Reaching out for a grasp on the present;
stillness sets in, alone, and desolate.
Future unknown, outcome uncertain;
brilliance shadowed by a drawn curtain.
Path now set, laid before me known;
closing light now emanating from home.
Enter my homestead, heart filled with glee;
two eyes of the future peering upward at me.
Trusting in him to forge forward until fulfilled;
basis of strength, values I have instilled.
A wary mind at last permitted to rest;
reflecting on the realization of how I am blessed.
⸠Michael A. Barron
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âģ Fairy Song âģ
Shed no tear! O, shed no tear!
The flower will bloom another year.
Weep no more! O, weep no more!
Young buds sleep in the root’s white core.
Dry your eyes! O, dry your eyes!
For I was taught in Paradise
To ease my breast of melodies,—
Shed no tear.
Overhead! look overhead!
‘Mong the blossoms white and red—
Look up, look up! I flutter now
On this fresh pomegranate bough.
See me! ’tis this silvery bill
Ever cures the good man’s ill.
Shed no tear! O, shed no tear!
The flower will bloom another year.
Adieu, adieu—I fly—adieu!
I vanish in the heaven’s blue,—
Adieu, adieu!
~ John Keats
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áĻ LIFE is a series of little deaths out of which life always returns.
…~ Charles Feidelson, Jr.
áĻ LOVE is the vital core of the soul, and of all you see, only love is infinite.
…~ Rumi
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áĻ A Farewell áĻ
FAREWELL, oh dream of mine!
I dare not stay;
The hour is come, and time
Will not delay:
Pleasant and dear to me
Wilt thou remain;
No future hour
Brings thee again.
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She stands, the Future dim,
And draws me on,
And shows me dearer joys—
But thou art gone!
Treasures and Hopes more fair,
Bears she for me,
And yet I linger,
Oh dream, with thee!
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Other and brighter days,
Perhaps she brings;
Deeper and holier songs,
Perchance she sings;
But thou and I, fair time,
We too must sever—
Oh dream of mine,
Farewell for ever!
~ Adelaide Anne Procter
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For Toffy. xxx
♥ REMEMBERING YOU ON YOUR ANGEL DAY ♥
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♥ I Miss You ♥
Another year without you
Tears flow – within this broken heart of mine
I am never complete
A shadow of my former self
You went to the Garden of Paradise this day, that year
I should be happy for you, but I wish you were here so much
And all I can do is cry.
♥ Written by Melanie Doe 10/09/10 ♥
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á Life and Death? á
O'death does bring the saddened passion
to eyes that cry with grief's great pain.
Pain does steal in eager fashion ~
for life that never breathes again.
And yet for every life that's passing
onto the heaven's golden shore ~
another soul is earthly borning,
passing safely through life's door.
O'life does bring the gleeful passion
to eyes that shine with life's great gain.
Gain that glows in eager fashion
from life that breathes time and again.
And yet for life or deathly passion
onto the sand of timely shore,
another soul is sharply keening ~
to live or die forevermore.
O'life and death does bring great passion
to eyes that cry for pain or gain.
Gain that lives in earthly fashion.
Pain that lives within death's reign.
Yet every life will see the sunset.
Eyes will cry with grief's great pain ~
as earthly borning brings the sunshine
when life evolves to live again.
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♥ If We Never Meet Again ♥
(I will meet you on that beautiful shore)
Soon we'll come to the end of life's journey
And perhaps never meet anymore
Till we gather in heaven's bright city
Far away on that beautiful shore
If we never meet again this side of heaven
As we struggle through this world and its strife
There's another meeting place somewhere in heaven
By the side of the river of life
Where the charming roses bloom forever
And where separations come no more
If we never meet again this side of heaven
I will meet you on that beautiful shore
Oh they say we shall meet by the river
Where no storm clouds ever darken the sky
And they say we'll be happy in heaven
In the wonderful sweet by and by
If we never meet again...
(If we never meet again this side of heaven)
I will meet you on that beautiful shore
(Beautiful beautiful shore)
♥ Albert E. Brumley ♥
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The boundaries which divide Life from Death
are at best shadowy and vague. â¤
Who shall say where one ends and the other begins?
~ Edgar Allan Poe
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The Bridge Beyond…â¤
There is a bridge that leads beyond
The world of time and space.
Through a green and peaceful valley
To a lovely dwelling place.
Where our loved ones find true happiness
And joys which never end.
Across the bridge that leads beyond
The peaceful valley’s bend.
~ Author Unknown â¤
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~ In Memoriam ~
Leo: A Yellow Cat
If to your twilight land of dream-
Persephone, Persephone,
Drifting with all your shadow host-
Dim sunlight comes, with sudden gleam
And you lift veiled eyes to see
Slip past a little golden ghost,
That wakes a sense of springing flowers,
Of nesting birds, of lambs reborn,
Of spring astir in quickening hours,
And young blades of Demeter's corn;
For joy of that sweet glimpse of sun,
Oh, Goddess of unnumbered dead,
Give one soft touch-if only one-
To that uplifted, pleading head!
Whisper some kindly word, to bless
A wistful soul who understands
That life is but one long caress
Of gentle words and gentle hands.
~ Margaret Pollock Sherwood ~
âĻ After Great Pain, a Formal Feeling Comes âĻ
After great pain, a formal feeling comes—
The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs—
The stiff Heart questions was it He, that bore,
And Yesterday, or Centuries before?
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The Feet, mechanical, go round—
Of Ground, or Air, or Ought—
A Wooden way
Regardless grown,
A Quartz contentment, like a stone—
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This is the Hour of Lead—
Remembered, if outlived,
As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow—
First—Chill—then Stupor—then the letting go—
(Emily Dickinson)
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